Well, it's lung cancer. What I am grateful for is that I have lived my life. I am in good hands and will get the best treatment possible. I am surrounded by people who care about me. No bucket lists: Been there, done that. No great sins to repent of. No regrets over lost loves; those I love are with me now.
“Live all you can; it's a mistake not to. It doesn't so much matter what you do in particular so long as you have your life. If you haven't had that what have you had? … I haven’t done so enough before—and now I'm too old; too old at any rate for what I see. … What one loses one loses; make no mistake about that. … Still, we have the illusion of freedom; therefore don't be, like me, without the memory of that illusion. I was either, at the right time, too stupid or too intelligent to have it; I don’t quite know which. Of course at present I'm a case of reaction against the mistake. … Do what you like so long as you don't make my mistake. For it was a mistake. Live!”
― Henry James,
Get out there and live your life!!!