Stu sent an article on magic mushrooms, but that is not the kind of "expansion" I need. I've got mushrooms growing out of my head already! What my task is is to come out in the open instead of lurking about, but I fear criticism and rejection, not to mention the highly aggressive people on the scene here. It's really dumb of me to feel this way, because I truly have nothing to lose. It is like a physical reaction. Beta blockers help me a lot!